Essentially I'm not a big journaler anymore, so I hope you'll ignore my silly entries from the past :)

If you want to add me that's cool, I can't promise very much activity, but I do keep up with my friends page.

At some point I might start translating and posting here, but we will have to see what happens in the near future :)

About a month behind my last update, give or take a few days. I got the job and am now a corporate pawn. I dunno if any of you have any AMF bowling lanes around you, but that's where I work. Doing birthday parties and working at the snack bar. My work sucks at scheduling, but I think i'm finally learning and slowly growing as a worker, at least I hope so.

Today I work from 3:30-9 as birthday party host, so I really have to go and get ready very shortly here.

A japanese exchange student named Masami is going to my school and she's really sweet. I want to become better friends but I never know what to say, it's kinda lame...in fact I never know what to say to people I odn't know at all, 'cus I don't know how far I can go with them before they start thinking of me as weird. hmm, a conflict.

I kinda want to start up an icon community on LJ, but of course I'm slug-bait on actually making the icons, so here's an offer to my lj buddies first, any ofyou want an icon-journal with moi?

I think that's pretty much it. I've worked every day this week (except tuesday) and I have heckuva hw and that sucks...but school is doing pretty well I think...maybe I'm just deluded, who really knows? At least I'm gonna make bank on my next paycheck! Valkeryie Profile 2, here I come!(even IF i have a lot of other games i should probably be beating first... >.>)

Garh, I'm irritated, but I'm irritated about something stupid so it's not worth talking about. Moving on.

I have homework, it's a page on what i think my strengths & weaknesses are in my writing. Blegh!

More importantly, and the point of this post, I wanted to say that I totally filled out an application for the bowling alley where (one of) my best friend(s) and her boyfriend works. Now I just got to turn it in and hope for an interview and then a job. I don't even have the car I'm supposed to get from Washington yet so my mom will have to drive me to it, but at least I have my license, and when the truck's mirror is fixed I'll be able to drive that! So yeah, should prove to be interesting, I think...

That's about it this time around, see you next sporadic update~

Well just for all of you who were wondering, I had my first day of school. I have, quite possibly, the easiest schedule known to man this semester, party!
I T/A and then i have AP GOV/Lang (mixed class every other day i go to a different 'section') then I teacher aide again, and then I have pre-calculas, boozahhh!

anyways that's it, ciao

Today went and saw Pirates of the Caribbean, Dead Man's Chest, while beforehand getting an In-N-Out burger...mmmm...

Anyways, totally enjoyed it (YAY!) and tomorrow leaving for Disneyland~

I got my (younger) sister to let me borrow her digicam, that she got for her b-day, so expect some pictures of the good-ol Disney crew and moi~

I'll be gone by 7:00(T_T) in the morning~

OMFG I"M ALIVE!

*bum bum* bum bum, and all that good stuff. Yeeup...So lately i've been stalking journals, sorry for that extended absence...
Can't promise I'll update much, as I find nothing to be of interest in my own life, nothing worth listening to at least XD, but I'll be leaving comments now and again...

Chaaaaa... 8D

This is a reminder to get all of your "Red" icons in by tomorrow!

So far only one person has submitted! I know this is crunch time but try your best! ^^

This Friday, I'm going to go to sleep and not wake up until Monday. I swear it to God. This week has been, oh so very...late for lack of better words.

Hi, I'm now a brand new 16 year old, yay! Came back from a weekend with the (crazy-ass hick) side of the family...w00t? From my grandfather I have recieve crappy tablecloth and a curtain while also getting 20 bucks, my uncle gave me 100 bux, I got an ipod (one of the new-fangled video ones) and a tiara (fake) from my parents. I'm quite a happy camper.

Lately I have a regular baby-sitting job, 7.50 an hour. Erica spent the night tonight and Amelia, Erica and I watched Little Nicky, I love that movie.

Yeah...my family is having major issues at the moment, I've realized that I'm so straight and narrow it's a tad embarrassing and I was super happy that Ryan said hi to me today, even though I'm crushing on another guy.

Thanks for all the birthday wishes <3, it really was an awesome birthday ^^.

Not much else to say :\. Have a major author project and I chose Edith Wharton. I've checked out a collection of ghost stories she wrote as well as The House of Mirth, so we'll see how that goes :D.

See you all later~

Is it sad that when I hear about the new Eye pod (as it's called I believe?) The fact that you can watch movies and the like on it, instead of the (i think) natural teenage thought of, "totally awesome!", I instead thought, "Like we NEED more people NOT paying attention in class..." Thus, I laugh at myself.

I've decided on getting an Ipod mini for my birthday, mainly because, recently, I've wanted to take all of my music with me, without having to change cds and the like.

The whole thing with Debbie is really ok now. Erica apologized, offered me more excuses, and then finally said what I was waiting to hear, "If you want I'll go talk to her and explain the whole thing." I forgive and forget quite easily, no big deal.

...how can newscasters have smiles when they say "Breaking news, a road worker was just hit by a car." That's not somehting I want to see said with a smile on their face...weird people...

I had today off from school so Amelia and I did stuff and had a good time. Went to the mall and I read 3 1/2 of the DNAngel manga, something I've been meaning to watch.

I got Sims Nightlife recently, the 10th really, because EB games had an awesome sale where it was 25$ off. Then Kohl's was having a sale so my mom went and bought me a 150$ ring (it was 50%.) It's sooo pretty, I love my mommy <3, I thank her very much ^^. Ugh, I'm hot...

Still working on my english homework, haven't done my science homework (that's for lunch), and I still have the (suprise) Japanese presentation to make, memorize, and organize, as well as the other freaking homework she assigned us.

Can you tell I'm (the class as well are) not liking her too much right now? yeahup...

Final grades for this quarter:
English- B+ (88.22)
Japanese 3- A
Web Design 2- A+ (99.01)
Int. Science 3- A- (90 courtesy of Mr. Forster liking me and bumping up my grade ;D)

4.0 in general. I'm a little dissapointed because, ugh, that B in honors english >.<. I got a four on the midterm!Oh well...


Yeeup...

Hahaha, this is spectacular. Erica's(read as, of course, mine, because Erica WASN'T the one to plan it and everything) super-fun bowling trip was apparantly all a ruse to disclude my (ex now) friend, Debbie.

I feel sort of sad that this sort of thing happened because my intent was most definatly not to have people feel excluded. What can ya do? I have a friend (a.k.a. Erica) placing the blame all on me (as I am the one who was 'iffy' about inviting Debbie, for the sole purpose of that I didn't want her to feel isolated THERE).

What I am more pissed at is Erica, not only dodging the blame, but then claiming that she, "...wanted to invite Debbie, but didn't want to say anything." Right here I say MY ASS.

I'm really pissed at having all the blame shifted onto me, it really sucks. I didn't even want to fully go through with it, Erica was the one that started randomly asking people the next day.

By the way, Debbie is no longer my friend because she called it off, so much for trying to act mature and play it all down. 6 people came, we didn't invite at least half the class and more. Sorry that you felt all isolated and lonely.

What am I supposed to do, exactly? I have a friend that blabs secrets because she's 'stressed' and therefore can no longer keep secrets (although keeping secrets is actually something she does towards me a lot, I guess the things that incriminate me aren't as important).

This whole thing is just retarded, like, incredibly retarded. People need to grow up. The retard level of this kind is just far too high for a sophmore and a senior. Where the hell are people's sensors that tell them, "if I say this, shit will start" IT'S NOT THAT HARD TO TELL. Just think of what kind of reaction your words will have on someone. That's what I've done so far and I've done pretty well. Just...GAREARWER.

On Monday I feel like being the angsty kid in the corner because this whole thing is just far too stupid and the standards I had of my friends have been lowered way too much for me to NOT be cynical come Monday.

This is just so petty and stupid. I hope that someone gained something by having me be the target for anger :), I really do.

I have lighter news however, my dear friend Amelia, bought me an early birthday present. The Best of Detective Conan, CD, it's sexy ^^

heh heh heh, midterms tomorrow, Japanese and Science I belive.I'll be fine.

Funny stuff happened today, like me missing out on my nap (dammit), getting a 2 on the rough draft of my essay (though I can easily understand that, hell I don't think I followed the prompt at all and run-on sentences are my friends <3...sadly). Besides that though, I had a dentist appointment, in which my gums are throbbing because I quite suddenly (a.k.a. when I heard there was a dentist appointment soon) decided to start flossing my teeth. With that comes sore and very sensitive gums, though it's quite an interesting sensation. Well, after that fun little time, (I swore the lady was mad at me, she took the pokey thing and was scraping my gums off. I love when they're like "*stabs gums w/ poky thing* Oh look! Your gums are bleeding! Your dental habits suck!", and I'm like "No really? You didn't think they'd bleed when you stab them with that thing?!". Then she got that particly, tooth-paste type thing and got it all over my tounge *shudders*)

After the appointment we wanted to go eat. My mom had agreed to go to my favorite resteraunt Mongolian BBQ when my sister (13) went, "But we always go thereeeee..." *Insert fight between me and her.* So then we go to a different place and we're standing out in the front and I'm throwing attitude like w0ah (I've been very irritable lately). I start saying things such as "I'm not going to eat!" and the like, and my sister is calling me names. My mom goes "FINE! We're going home then!", I respond, "Ok, let's go home then." My sister and I continue to bicker 'till we get to the car. My mom then exclaims, "GET OUT OF THE CAR, YOU GUYS ARE STAYING HERE!!!", puts my little sister (7) into the car and drives off. *Insert 20 minutes of my sister (13) whining and me reading* then comes back and picks us up and we eat (not at Mongolian.) I was entertained to say the least, because I probably would have done the same to my kids. My sister was evidently hurt and kept saying my mom had gone off the deep-end. Different strokes for different folks as they say.

One Tree Hill was quite the awesome, Related was pretty cool too. I am quite the tired. I feel quite proud of myself, however, because my super-smart friend whos good at everything loves my emphasis design in Web Design, and that makes me feel good ^^.

My dad turned off my downloads *pout*. Oh and I have another entertaining story.

Every day my friends, Jenna and Sunaina, beat me to Web Design (which is in a second-story hall.) Today, they were outside the door to get up the staircase talking with a friend. I had my door on the handle and exclaimed, "Ah!", as I realized that I was finally going to beat them. In a mere hilarious moment they both look over and go (in almost slow-mo) "NOOOOOOOOOOOO~". I then proceed to fling open the door and fly up the staircase, they are right at my hells, however, and I don't get very far when I feel a tugging at my back. Sunaina grabbed hold, and we started sprinting/screaming/running down the hall in an attempt to beat one another, both of them ended up using me as a catapult and beat me by mere seconds, thus preventing the apocolapse. (Previous joke in which I said that if I ever beat them it must be the day of the apocolypse)

See, me and run-ons go way back, really bad habit.

I am super super in love with this song, Giri Giri Chop by B'z. I think I'm starting to fall for B'z 0.0. I really want to buy their cd(s?) which is a real rarity for me because...I'm cheap >.>.

Ugh, is it bad that I don't want tomorrow to come because I have to revise my English essay? That also means that Friday is the next day and my English midterm is definately going to be my hardest *wangst*.

Oh, I was so pissed. My sister was calling all the Japanese music I listen to stupid and I wanted to punch her. She protested so hard about my listening to my One Piece cd in the car that I was just, URGH.

Yah, that's about it for as much as I can remember.

No really I'm in love with Giri Giri Chop

Totally memorized my Japanese skit in a period day. Yay~

Tired, lots of homework, new Everwood and banners.

This weekend is more banners, essay, making an instrument (from scratch) that makes different notes, and modding.

W00t fun stuff~

that is my spammy post for the day, I apologize for taking up your valuble (I have problems spelling if that's any clue to how tired I am) f-list space.

I believe passive resistance is the best and although I didn't like her fic either and I don't believe that anysia's concrit was tinged with dislike (though I very well may be biased) I'm NOT going to go around shouting my opinions and stirring up trouble. We as FMP fans need to stand together~ to ride everything through! As such my comment is validated. I just hope that I didn't make things worse and that everyone in this fandom is mature enough to see that arguing over opinions that vary with each person gets us nowhere except a split fandom.

I was tagged by my sex-slave daikenkai and then I was bored so here goes nothing

( a meme about myself )

huhuhuhu, I don't know if you all remember those pictures I was talking about oh so long ago but I finally got off my procrastinaty ass and scanned them all. Yay~ 2 of them are really horribly not done, but I felt the need to scan them anyways. No spoilers at all.

4 Shinn(Gundam Seed Destiny) X Rudy(Wild Arms)
2 Sousuke plushies(Full Metal Panic)
1 Kaname plushie(Full Metal Panic)
2 Kaname X Sousuke(Full Metal Panic)
1 Rudy(Wild Arms), MPreg Sasuke{Naruto} (with a Sousuke plushie on the same page)
2 Wild Arm pictures (making fun of how in my game Rudy had the most health but the weakest attack don't worry I still love Rudy I'm just poking fun at him)
11 pages all in all

( Poking fun at Rudy's massive health, innocence, and weakness. Jack, Rudy & Cecilia )

( More poking fun at Rudy's incredible amount of HP, and complete lack of strength (at least in my game. Jack, Rudy, Cecilia, & Hanpan )

( Femme Shinn with Femme Rudy in the corner with man-legs~ )

( Rudy, Sousuke plushie #1, and MPreg Sasuke )

( Japanese project. The birth of Shinn X Rudy )

( Seme Sousuke, very unfinished )

( Shinn X Rudy with Rudy as an utter total uke )

( Cat-Rudy with Shinn )

( Chibi Kaname & Sousuke )

( Read more... )

That took like an hour...oops XD

Why oh why must I be such a freaking procrastinator? With this week I am four(there could, quite possibly, be more that are just hiding from me >.> <.<) weeks behind on banners and it's all, all, my fault. It's also my fault that I didn't go to bed till 12 last night and am incredibly tired. I need to be kicked!

I got a four(-) on my district assessment(my teacher skimmed it and gave it a grade), I"m quite happy...I guess :\.

There's more that goes here I just can't think of it. Insert whatever you would like.

Well I've done absolutely nothing this weekend...except procrastinate. I was a little miffed because seeing Corpse Bride fell through on Saturday and as such I had to go and watch my sister's soccer game...alone...without anybody. After the game we couldn't get in touch with my dad and my mom was at a wedding shower so we had to call a neighbor and ask for a ride...fun~

Procrastinating on homework even though I'm tired already...Blagh.

I realized, while washing my dad's truck no less, I really miss the feeling of excitement. You know, the feeling that used to come when I woke up on Christmas morning. The feeling that made me unable to sleep...I wonder what happened to it, now it just seems so regular, I think. Oh well, it's not the time to think.

All weekend I've been playing Sims 2 and that's it really. I also finished my book, Lost by Gregory Maguire, it was...ok, it had a good thing going and then tapered out at the end (which everything seems to be doing to me lately XD, maybe it's just me.) Nothing incredibly interesting or note-worthy to point out. I hope you all had a more exciting weekend then I did~